Further on up the road

Where the road is dark and the seed is sowedWhere the gun is cocked and the bullet's coldWhere the miles are marked in the blood and goldI'll meet you further on up the road

Got on my dead man's suit and my smilin' skull ringMy lucky graveyard boots and song to singI got a song to sing, keep me out of the coldAnd I'll meet you further on up the road.
Now I been out in the desert, just doin' my timeSearchin' through the dust, lookin' for a signIf there's a light up ahead well brother I don't knowBut I got this fever burnin' in my soul

   Lately with all the upheaval and strife there has been a undeniable undercurrent in my thoughts. There must certainly be more than this. This place, these people, these women, this bottle, and this job. I have to go other places, I am searching for.. something.. maybe peace at last. That would not be unwelcome.
   Ah women, we always want what we cannot have do we not? There is one right now that I think would work out famously. One little problem though, she has this pesky boyfriend.Now in the past I would have simply smashed him until he went away or simply taken what I wanted. Now? I like to think I've grown past that kind of thing. Sometimes I'm not so sure.
   Friends... in the last couple months many have gone and their part in the story is over it seems. Most were just meaningless acquaintances, a few were those who claimed brother/sisterhood and love of family. I know it is the nature of life for things to come and things to fade away. I know that claims of brotherhood and "family" are a lie. There is no forever and there is no family beyond blood. I think I always sought out folk to fill that role in away since my blood family is very small and grows fewer still. This I believe was an attempt to fill a void without admission that humans in the end will always do what is self serving. When the time has come its either you or them. I  have only known a few exceptions in my life.
   My mother is very sick and we will lose her sooner rather than later. When this happens my Father will not be long behind her. She is his life. Has been for 40 years. I'll be honest I haven't handled this all well and have done things out of character at least at this point in life. Ive become more violent and much less tolerant. And yes I know I drink too much. Yes I know the whiskey isn't helping. Right now its about all I got.

Jameson my dear friend, the only one who never turned. Have we not walked some fascinating roads together?

Though Ive come through disease, blood, death, betrayal, and lost love the goal in life remains the same.

To save the world, get the girl, and become a hero.

I am Jack's smirking revenge

Today has been a peaceful day so far. Woke up, had grapefruit, played with the cats, took the train to work. Work is dead quiet right now .The Chinese must be feeling lazy today..lol Tonight gonna hang out with my bros down here in Hoodbridge, Friday haz a date with  really pretty and sweet girl from Savannah Georgia. That real southern accent gets me everytime much like an Irish accent does, Saturday is up in the air, Sunday is reserved chill spiritual pursuits and in general relaxation.

My Ex GFs make me laugh sometimes. They never learn and never seem to grow beyond what they were when I dated them. Most of them are an amusing comedy of errors. But I digress and bring now unto you a message:

                            OPPRESSOR HAVE 99 PROBLEMS BUT A BITCH AINT ONE!

Sheeeet... anyways... I go forth to Ninja.

Sometimes I fly and sometimes I stab.

Aren't you a little short for a stormtrooper?

Almost time for the next squad of Imperial Stormtroopers to take over this patrol. Man.. crushing rebel scum is hard work sometimes. I am one tired nameless and expendable servant of the Emperor. Tonight I think I'll relax back at the barracks, enjoy some slow grilled Ewok kababs and knock back a few drinks. Well later folks and yes this is why TK421 was not at his post earlier....

Bad radio transmitter my durasteel plated ass

"I swear this sacred oath that I shall render unconditional obedience to Emperor Palpatine, to exercise every power in service to the Galactic Empire, and shall, whensoever I am asked, be prepared, as a loyal servant, to surrender my life for this oath." 

Ockham had his Razor. He Shaved with Delicacy. I Sever with Blunt Force Trauma.

"I been stuffed in your pocket for the last hundred days, when I don't get my bath I take it out on the slaves."


Greetings Human Filth,

Welcome to my little corner office in Hell. The view is lovely, the screams like beautiful music, and it's nice and toasty in here. Ahh the life of a whitey middle management corporate scumdog. I have all I need for the most part. A nice place to live, a paid off car, constantly diminishing debts, a good job, and slowly returning strength and health. Oh, and two cats. Cant forget them after all, they run this operation in reality. Im just the pet human. ;)

Ive gotten well enough were I can work out regularly again at the facility gym here. It goes well so far and progress is being made. My goal is to lose all the weght I gaine whilst being sick for 3 years and get back down to the weight and shape i was in my senior year in highschool. 185 and strong as hell. That strength and power is still there it just has to be reawakened. Also my diet is 100 times better than it was before, but I swear healthy food is bloody expensive!

Worried about my Mom alot as she is very very very sick and is declining rapidly.. any prayers to whatever Gods you may believe in would be appreciated.

Dating around a wee bit, trying not to make the same mistakes of the past. I had the rules as far as dating for a reason. I broke them recently and it went rather poorly with great jackassery on both ends. Ya just cant date someone too much younger a/dor with a completely different world view as you.. It's just a waste of material and destine to fail. Have someone I am excited to meet this Friday for drinks and dinner.

This spring/summer will be one of rebirth in many ways I think. A return to the past things that were good for me tha TI enjoyed so much before the coming of the plague. Im coming back to SCA and will attend Pennsic this year. Anyone who reads this crap here have a house that needs an all round mercenary bad ass killer who also doesnt mind doing dishes? lol ;) Think about it kids, shiny clean dishes and our camp's cool factor goes up with just me being there. ;) Plannin on doin some travellin too. Im thinkin Ireland, Germany, and Rome are the targets this year. Maybe the islands.. like Grand Bahama.. hmm cruise ship.. opportunity for pirate activity.. hmm plunder... pillaging. .... I will name my new flagshipp the USS Can a Brother Get a Fish? either that or its the USS Immortal Corruptor. Hmm.... and my God who will play the role of first mate?

I am re-embracing my inner nerd once again, doin some gaming, little larpin, and such. Star Wars the Old Republic and Battlefield 3 are my current time sinks for now. Allthough Mass Effect 3 I think may change things considerably. I blast domes in space for SCIENCE!!

One last thin thank you to all the folks through these recent trials who have been there with the time spent, the calls made and the kind words. Friendship is about being there for one another and being strong for a friend when they are weak. Loyalty, honor, respect and truth is all I ask of people.

Now I leave you all with this to break your minds... Epic rap battles in history.. Hitler vs. Vader.

 Until next time,

OPPRESSOR

"With the Strength of 5 GO-RILLAS!!!"